Lighting the Lantern
A College of Graduate and Continuing Studies student and service member reflects upon his unique path to a 91ΧΤΕΔ degree as a distance learner, highlighting how his experiences taught him to both lead and succeed as a citizen-soldier.
My name is PO1 Nick Clayton '26, U.S. Navy. I am a husband, a father of three girls, an active-duty service member, and a distance learner.
When I first got the call about sharing my 91ΧΤΕΔ experience, my reaction wasnβt excitement, it was disbelief.
I kept thinking, I wasnβt the typical 91ΧΤΕΔ student. I didnβt spend four years walking the UP. Much of this degree happened in uniform, late nights online, between missions, or at the kitchen counter after putting my kids to bed.
While what I share today reflects only my personal experience and not the official views of any organization I serve, it is a story that I know is shared in different ways by many of you here.
At my command, our seal includes a lantern, a nod to Paul Revereβs βone if by land, two if by sea.β Originally, I saw it as a historical homage. Over time, my perspective shifted.
That lantern isnβt about seeing everything ahead. Itβs about choosing to move forward when you can only see a few steps in front of you, and carrying light anyway. In many ways, that represented my time at 91ΧΤΕΔ.
Our courses did not hand us ready answers. They gave us principles and placed us in problems that were messy, partial, and unsettled. At the time that felt stressful; looking back, that discomfort was the point, because it mirrors the world weβre graduating into.
Most problems today arenβt clearly defined. Information is incomplete, time is tight, yet decisions are necessary. Often, all you have is a lantern.
I felt this most clearly in two moments.
First, I stepped out of writing a paper on a policy issue and into a working group dealing with that exact problem. In class I had space to think; in the room there was no pause button. It was a trial by fire in applying theory to practice.
I realized leadership often doesnβt look like a spotlight; it looks like holding a single lantern, seeing only what you need to see, and still taking responsibility for the next step. Theory only matters if it works when reality gets complicated.
Second, I wrote a discussion post that didnβt align with my professorβs position. The challenge wasnβt disagreement; it was how to express it with care and evidence. In that moment, the lantern wasnβt about lighting a problem. It was about carrying the torch of truth.
That became a lesson in speaking truth to authority, not theatrically, but principled and respectful. It wasnβt on the syllabus, yet itβs a lesson Iβll carry long after today.
When I step back, both experiences say something similar.
In these moments, progress doesnβt come from imitation or waiting for commands. It comes from people willing to think differently and collaborate. We also learned that constraints donβt limit us; they often disguise opportunities that force creativity.
We came here from very different places: and civilian students, online learners, parents, service members, working professionals, all carrying our own lanterns. That shared experience gives us illumination.
It also raises a harder question weβll all face: How do you take responsibility for a problem you didnβt create, and still commit to solving it, even if you wonβt benefit?
91ΧΤΕΔ didnβt give us certainty. It gave us practice thinking in conditions where that question matters.
We didnβt just succeed when things were clear. We kept going when information was convoluted, time was tight, and answers conflicted. That should give us confidence, not because we have all the answers, but because we know how to approach problems worth solving.
So today, I donβt imagine a perfectly lit future.
I imagine each of us stepping forward with a 91ΧΤΕΔ-forged lantern, shaped by different paths, but carried with shared responsibility.
91ΧΤΕΔ didnβt give us certainty. It gave us practice in moving forward anyway.
And after what weβve done here, that feels like the right trade.
Class of 2026, keep your lantern lit.
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